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People think of me as their God, as they take little notice in my existence until they want something.

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LordFangor
04:39 Aug 28 2014

I really would like a Wendy's Double Cheese delivered to my front door. Oh, and everything on it. Hold the fries

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LilyOfTheLabyrinth
04:44 Aug 28 2014

I'm disappointed, I expected a more egotistical response.

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Owlish
05:07 Aug 28 2014

I want light-hearted friendship and occasional conversation from you. :P

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LordFangor
12:54 Aug 28 2014

Steak and Lobster ??

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Those long conversations about everything, anything, and nothing.



How relaxed it all used to be.



The honesty.



The connections.

...



But that's all gone.

The past is in the past. Glory days are gone.





For now.



I always have hope, and a lot of patience. Things tend to have a way of sorting themselves out. Sometimes not until everything blows up in your face. And I'm sorry for that. I feel for people, I really do. I care, and people will just have to get over that.

Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine. Mine.



:)



Okay, so I might be a little possessive.



I can't even stop smiling.

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LordFangor
03:52 Aug 20 2014

you left one out

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LilyOfTheLabyrinth
03:57 Aug 20 2014

Don't care, still mine.

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Continuing the thought I had the other day, I have to wonder if your influence on me is good or bad. Both perhaps. And if I question your influence over me, I have to question the one I have over you. Am I good or bad? Are we poisoning each other or are we exactly the type of person the other one needs?

Man, I was kneeling in the grass, and my friends looked at me like I was just the saddest thing in the world. They are certainly far more wild than I am. Well, maybe they are just more open about it. One was telling how she woke up in her car missing a shoe, and an earring...



I mainly stay home and read...



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I'm just not having it tonight. It was a long, emotionally draining afternoon.

Sometimes, I want to live deep in the woods and never see another human being ever again. This usually passes, but every year it gets more and more appealing.

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frozenVheart
00:19 Aug 16 2014

can't agree more..

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Sometimes I question whether I should take life lessons from a felon...



Then again, he's not a bad guy, he's just done some bad things.

I believe that people meet for a reason. People make you realize things about yourself that you might not have realized otherwise. Sometimes you find things in them you didn't even know you were searching for.



Sometimes people bring out things in you that you didn't know you had. Good or bad... but you can learn from these. You can fix the bad, and delight in the good. You can learn from them only if you have the will power for it. Some just don't want to learn and what a waste that is.



People don't appreciate the people around like they should. They don't appreciate the people that make them angry, even for all the right reasons... and they don't appreciate the people that bring them joy, even for all the wrong reasons.



I don't really have a point to this, it was all just a thought I had earlier.



Personally, people are my greatest source of joy, and my greatest source of suffering.



Just don't forget about the people around you. Ask them questions, learn from them, teach them, grow together.



I'm really tired today, I was really tired yesterday. Yeah, I'm done for awhile.

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LordFangor
22:30 Aug 13 2014

I'm sure you had a point and you in fact articulated it well.

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Owlish
23:50 Aug 13 2014

I ended as relationship a while back, and at first I was a bit angry, but really, I learnt so much from the experience - it made me realise that I never want to be like them, that I want my life to have more worth and meaning, and that I want to have different relationships with people in future.

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